Tuesday, January 29
These few days I've been constantly abused =(
Thanks to some character who died in some random manga. o.O
Meanie. Painfully mean. =(
As if physical abuse ain't enough. I've been vandalised too!!
For goodness's sake, I ain't a whiteboard! =( Ah wells.
Now I'm bored.
And don't feel like talking.
I want a fruit cake for my birthday!
Venus just rekindled my love for Mango Mousse! =)
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Addicted to folding paper cranes!
It's a wonderful habit!
and pastime! =)
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That was 7 years ago. So long. Yet all these years I never realised the impact it had on America until today, my SS teacher showed my class this video. The part where you think is debris falling is actually hundreds of people jumping off from the building. Horrendous thought. Used to wonder why people made such a fuss over it, now I know. The line from movie "I am Legend" comes back to mind. "God didn't do this, we did.". All these things happening to Earth, global warming and stuff, we did them, and we can't blame God for it.
September 11, 2001.
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Monday, January 28
I think I forgot to mention that I cut my finger, no, I sliced my finger on sat.
Was cutting something with the oh-so-sharp penknife. When suddenly, the penknife slid and I felt somehting into my finger. Stone.
"Did I just cut my finger or something?"
Takes away object to scrutinise. Yes, a deep cut. Squeezes finger. No blood. Squeezes again. A few droplets. Pinches cut. Cut opens to reveal my flesh inside.
"Wow, cool man, my flesh can be separated."
Then I decided to get a plaster for my finger. =)
Love-liness.
It was super white after that when I took it out. =(
But within 5 mins it went back to the normal shade.
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Sunday, January 27
You're on an travellator. It's moving SLOWLY forward. Your goal is at the end of the travellator. Would you run forward? Or would you stay and wait for the travellator to move you forward, or would you sy, "Hold on, I need something first, amd walk back?"
First: reach faster, but tired.
Second: Reach later, not tired.
Third: stay stagnant. don't care.
Which will you be? Keep on running?
I choose to keep running. If I can see it, it means I'm not far from it. I want to do my best at everything. Be the first. Make a difference. Be a world shaker and a history maker.
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How does one actually show respect even when it's just a casual meeting?
Growing stronger because of the fear of the Lord. Truly, He is the only One we should fear. Imagine the greatest things on earth, and He is bigger than that. Imagine the longest-lasting things on earth, and He represents eternal life. Imagine the ever-changing landscape, people and things on earth, and He is always the same yesterday, today and forever.
There's really so many things we can thank God for, even the tiniest matters, yet many a time we fail to do so. He's been so faithful. He's so great, we can never be satisfied. The day we're satisfied, is the day our faith stays stagnant, and that is also the day when we put a limit to His wonders.
Things may happen, sometimes we just think that its a coincidence, but many a time it is He who planned for it. No, wait, not many a time, but every time.
We all want to be a better person, but how do we go about doing that? Some people want to quit smoking/drinking/drugs etc, but how many can achieve it by themselves? Only with the Holy Spirit, with His limitless strength, can we achieve the impossible, because it is not by our human strength, but by the power of the Greatest One in the universe.
How does one stop loving a God so great? I simply just can't.
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Rushed for chinese tuition after unit outing sleepover.
Found out that my chinese tuition teacher was shocked and "scared" of my results cause I told her quite late, since I had to listen to the teachers go on and on about how the last years' sec4s can apply for their school.
Realised alot of things during the night.
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Thursday, January 24
For those who didn't do well, I'm not someone who's good at comforting people, neither can I relate to the loss you've felt, but trust me, I know the feeling of great disappointment.
All I can say that I believe there's a reason why it happened. But since it's happened, there's nothing you can do to salvage it, so why not just focus on other things which are more important? No one can succeed every single time, similarly, no one can fail every single time. This small mistake will not jeopardise your whole life that badly. There's still time for you to take your degree or anything in your later life. There's always hope. We Singaporeans, have a life expectancy of about 81 years (something I learnt in geography), and this is the 16th year of 81 whole years, that's 65 more years of learning and improving to do.
I'm not saying this as someone who did well and trying to be sacarstic or anything lah, but really to motivate those who didn't perform up to expectations. You won't be the first, neither will you be the last. Don't worry.
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I'm a thankful and happy girl today.
It seems like only yesterday when everyone was waiting silently outside the hall, for our turn to go in. That was the day which had decided our path. Yet, today, results received, totally overjoyed and overwhelmed.
God answered my prayers.
Not to boast or anything, but I'm glad for my results. One language settled. Now for the other 5. Truly, with the One who is greatest, nothing can stand in your way. Thank You, Father.
Lots of people were happy today, and many were sad. Let me tell you, the suspense as you wait for your script is horrendous. Lucky I'm register 10 in class, won't have to wait that long. =)
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Tuesday, January 22
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DHANU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH!
To dhanu: My squadmate of 3 wonderful years. It's been great knowing you. It's been even better seeing you grow with Him. I just can't seem to stop saying this, so don't find me a bother. I'm so glad you didn't reject the "outing" that day. My family. You've been such a wonderful friend.
To sya: Haha. I don't know if you'll see this, but I think I'll just say something. =) 1 year I've known you and I think it's been absoutely great. Okay, my vocab sucks, but well... you get what I mean. yeah. Anyway, another year, our last year in Crescent. Just a few more months before we part. =( But well, hope that these 2 years will be your best years yet.
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Loving a God so great requires confidence. Faith. Determination. Resilience. Yet how many can stand against the devil?
The devil tries so hard to seperate us, every day, every night, every second of the day, can we ever stop trying to bring people closer to Him?
Birthdays overflowing. The day God decided that we'd be born, the day we'd arrive on earth will be the day we start our adventure to bring people to Him. Backsliders backslide because of the devil's temptations. Then they get confused. So we must try doubly hard.
Knowing Him is not a one-time thing, but a process. Where we grow and learn. Where our faith strengthens. Where we get more confident in Him.
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Monday, January 21
Off to have a nice little talk with my Personal Computer. If you can catch the hint, yeah. =)
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Haven't blogged for a few days. Been sort of busy. And "grounded". Weird.
Ah wells. Sec 4 year. It's like that. Sec4. O levels. Shucks. Speaking of O levels, I'm getting back my chinese o level sometime this week. OMG.
If I can imagine it, I can have it. Yes.
I can imagine what I need. He is a God of abundance. Of prosperity. He is the richest One in the whole universe, and He will not shortchange us. He wants our very best, so He has His plans for us.
Lord, I may not know Your plans for me, but I will patiently wait for the day when I know my life in You. My purpose in You. Where I will discover more talents You have placed in me and use them well to glorify Your great name.
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Thursday, January 17
http://cekeza-lovesearth.blogspot.com
I've said this before, I'll say it once more. =)
CEKEZA!!! Absoute MUST SEE EVERYDAY! =)
How to save the Earth, why we should save the earth. It's there. =)
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"School- based practical will be held, erm, in school."
Right. SCHOOL based practical OBVIOUSLY held in school. And he sounded as if he forgot where it was held. Hilarious.
Yeah, but it was totally hilarious.
"Hi Kelly, what's your name?"
o.O What's with these weird questions? Ah wells.
"I tell these lame jokes well cause I can walk." =)
"If you had a stretch of road before you, would you run or would you walk?"
Seriously. Run towards your goal, wanting to prove yourself? Or would you take it slowly, enjoying the scenery as you walk? Think about it.
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A love so true, now I've found it in You
I'll keep on waiting, waiting on You.
These verses just suddenly came into my mind. =)
Campcraft may seem tough now, but it's just temporary. It'll be over soon. Of course, we must do our best. A high silver is not good enough. Gold is our potential.
Serving Him, waiting on Him. Why? you might ask.
I'll say, because He died for me. He deserves it because 2000 years ago, Jesus Christ died for my sins on the cross. Even way before I was born, He already knew that I'd come. Someone with such great powers, what would I be if I didn't follow Him? I can't even imagine myself being where I am today. He's helped me through the ages. Loved me through eternity.
I will shine for You, Lord.
For the glory of Your Kingdom.
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Hmph. Blogger won't let me upload a new blogskin template. Goodness knows why. The boxes and words are all out of proportion. Goodness me.
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Wednesday, January 16
fake.
was just thinking about what exactly is meant by fake.
to be totally different or slightly different from the original?
the dictionary i use says:
fake= not genuine.
fake = forge or counterfeit.
so?
The things on this earth may be fake, people may not be sincere or genuine, but I know that His love is real.
More real than anything can ever be.
And that's why I love Him. That's why I want to serve this great God of mine, the Lord of Lords, and King of all Kings.
An honour, a burden.
Many times I've said this on my blog, but I just can't seem to stop saying this. To serve a God so great will never be a burden. He is the one who lifts my burden, so how can serving Him be a burden?
Got things I really want to talk about, yet I need pictures to suit the mood. Oh, blogger, will you work for me?
Oh, blogger, will you stop your tantrums?
Blogger never seems to be able to let me upload my pictures. Goodness knows why. Ah wells.
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Tuesday, January 15
Hungry I come to you for
I know you satisfy
I am weary but I know
Your love does not run dry.
And so I wait, for you...
I wait for you
I'm falling on my knees,
I'm falling on my knees.
Jesus You're all this heart is living for....
You are my source
You are my salvation
Nothing compares to You
the crown of thorns;
the pierced hands;
the bleeding sides;
the cross.
moments with You just can't be put into words
You're the rock on which i stand
ask me why i stand here
and i'd say i love You
ask me why i worship You
and i'd say i love You
ask me why i praise You so
and i'd say i love You
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Listened to this song, Refuge.
Under Your wings I take refuge.
Yes. Your wings are my shelter, my refuge. You protect me from the worst of storms, and with You, I can go anywhere, do anything, for Your glory.
You picked me up from sin and shame, Your breath gives me new life. You forgave the worst of my sins, took my shame away. Now I stand a cleansed person. Your very breath and presence gives me new life. I'll never be the same after every encounter with You. How could I? With a God as great as You, You're just all I need. No one else, Nothing else. All I long is more of You, to be more like You, to lead a life that You'll be proud of.
I long to see Your face, And hide in Your embrace and All my life, I want to dwell in Your holy place. Your embrace gives me new strength, and I know that no matter how though the going may be, You are there to keep me going on, You are the strength when my physical strength depletes, but Yours will never run out. To dwell where You are, to see You everyday, every moment.
I want more of You in my life. Every moment, I'm crying out for more and more of You. Your love and grace just keeps renewing me. How could I ever doubt You?
I love You, Father.
Just listening to worship, I'm beginning to tear.
Lord, I depend on You. Only You. I want to shine for You. Only You. Because only You deserve this. Only the greatest one of all the earth. The only One that even the devil is afraid of, the only One that the devil acknowledges as omnipotent, yet unable to hurt the ones who believes in Him, for His love and power covers us with a shield, a shield that nothing but doubt can break. Yes, it's breakable, but only when you doubt Him.
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Saw the many candles on the cakes.
Thought about how I can be a candle that shines a light through the darkness, lighting up the other candles in the process.
Isn't that why we're here for? To help others find themselves, to help them know who they are, and more importantly, to acknowledge the greatest God of all. To be a shining light to all the others around you.
Darkness keeps coming into my mind, but suddenly, I'm a candle. And by God's grace, He lighted my fire. And a candle is lighted not to be put under a bowl or hidden away from sight, but to be put out in the darkness, to light up others. I saw Him picking me up and lighting the other candles hidden in the darkness. Slowly, but surely, the whole place of darkness became filled with the light of God. Wonderous light. Not any simple ordinary light, but His light.
It teared me to see myself lighting others up, who will in turn light up the hearts of the people around them. Making a difference. Making a difference to yourself, by making that one choice which will bring you into another realm.
I want to be a light that shines so brightly in the darkness. And light up the darkness in my heart and the hearts of others who matter to me.
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Hello.
Ate a bit of 2 cakes today. =)
My class celebrated all the Jan babes' birthday, had 2 cakes, tried one of them.
Celebrated Hazzie/Dhanu's birthday, ate another cake. tried a bit of Dhanu, so technically it's 3 cakes. =) Haha.
Anyway, the both of you, you shall get your presents from me another time. =) It'll be horrendously nice. =)
Horrendously is a NICE word. Horrendously horrendous.
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Sunday, January 13
Forgiveness.
By grace.
Three important yet sometimes deemed insignificant words.
"I forgive you."
Do people really realise the importance and significance of these words? How it really matters to the victim and the offender?
Thank You, Lord, for the wonderful word.
I shall forgive.
I will forgive.
Seriously. After the service, my heart felt so light.
Maybe cause during these 2 weeks I've had alot of misunderstandings, but now I've forgiven them all, my heart feels lighter. My burdens are lifted. =)
REJOICE!
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A new blog created just for me, Celest and Zee.
http://cekeza-lovesearth.blogspot.com
=) Like the link? I created it. =) A total representation of the 3 of us. =)
Like it, love it.
You hate it, you just leave.
Not everyone needs to express their feelings out on to the world wide web. Doesn't do anything to solve the situation anyway.
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Really. Some things are better said than done.
But with Him, anything is possible.
Something happened and I think they're slighty upset about it, but when I see her, she's just so excited for You, that nothing else matters. Her excitement tells me that I made a right choice that day, to ask her for the drama. Thank You for giving me the courage and the chance to ask her. =)
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Long time no blog.
Been a busy week but otherwise manageable, because I have Him by my side.
So many miracles have happened, and I thank Him for it.
I really can't blog everyday now. Got tuition in 5 mins.
But still wanna say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZZIE~!
New year, new beginnings.
Hazzie, this year may be tough for you, but I know you can do it. Once a squadmate, always a squadmate. Remember that no matter what, our squad will always love you. =)
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Thursday, January 10
Post post post.
It's been tough, but He is with us.
It may be O levels, but thousands upon thousands have excelled in this exam, so can you.
I guess these words are what teachers have been telling us, trying to make us realise.
Lots of things to do tmr, yet so little time. What can a girl do?
Did a few pages of assessment today. Quite all right la.
Just realised that since I'm taking 10 subjects for Os, and L1R5 only needs 6 subjects, I have 4 subjects extra. Hoho. =)
Heard that the O levels' results for last year will come out on the 25. Excited yet scared. What will I get? This totally determines my very future. The tension is killing me.
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Tuesday, January 8
Trust? Is it that difficult to trust people?
Just because people can change? Or is it because people are evil? So what? You are also evil.
The only one who isn't evil is the Holy One. The One who sits in His thone watching over us every day, every hour, every minute, 24/7, 365 1/4 days every year.
Trust is not equals to guillible.
Different matters.
I trust in Him. I am not gullible.
I trust my family. He deserves your trust. He deserves all praise and worship. So give it all unto Him.
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sanctified says: 7:30 at yishun i live in yishun Yes, dear, I know you live at yishun. But don't you have to take a bus to the church? o.O Blogger is a little faulty at the moment. Thank you for your understanding. Ok, fine. I understand. Now what?
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Being Under Satan's Yoke> = BUSY?
Are you sure?
Satan tries so hard to get us off the narrow way that we walk with Him. So how can we stop or even pause for a moment? Every moment with Him counts. Even Satan acknowledge that our God exists, why not us? Satan is the prince of the earth, yet he knows Jesus the Prince of peace is the very Savior we all need. What more do we?
satan never stops trying. How then, can we, being children of God? satan may attempt to harm you, but unless our Father in heaven allows him to so do, he will never succeed.
I am never BUSY for Him. He is the one I live for. The one I want to spend eternity with. And satan shall NOT get in the way. This is my choice. My decision.
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A life of routine. How do you take to that? Everyday, we're doing the same things over and over.
Yes, this is the life we have to stick to as a student/working adult. But what we can do is to change the way we do things in these routines. Simple things like studying, we can try harder, or change a bit, maybe, with other people?
Even having your meals, you can have it when different people. So who can say life is boring when there are so many varieties?
There are so many choices you can make, but only one choice is the most important. Are you willing to accept Him? To accept His blessings, His miracles, His love, His trials, His word?
Our father on earth may be wonderful, but our Father in heaven is holy and miraculous.
He sees you when you're delighted, estatic.
He sees you when you're sad, when you're crying.
He sent His Holy Spirit to be with you through all trials.
He cleansed all our sins by dying on the cross 2000 years ago.
He promises eternal life if you are His daughter/son.
A wonder. A Savior sent.
What more can I say?
The choice to accept Him? It's yours.
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Great?
Well, I almost thought I lost my TPC. HORRIBLE THOUGHT.
Well, let's hope it's still there.
SongSheet! =)
Thank You for giving me that chance.
Serving You will never be a burden.
Forever, it'll be my honour.
Sometimes, we go through so much just for one small matter for another. Then people come and asks us, Is it worth it? What will you reply? No, it isn't? Or Yes, it is, because I'm meeting others' needs.
Help. Everyone needs help, but how many will render theirs when needed? Yeah, somtimes when you feel so down and out, and someone calls for your help, you feel so unwilling. Yet, think of it this way, there's someone who needs you enough to want for your help, so why not give it? You can't bring it into the grave, neither can you keep it for yourself. It's more fulfililng to give to others then to keep it. He has given to us so much. He, whose name is Christ Jesus. He loved us so that He died on the cross for us, paid for our sins, went through so much suffering just so that the Holy Spirit can now be in us, and that we can lead a clean life. Who doesn't want that? Wonderful God and Lord.
I love You.
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Tuesday, January 1
A new year, shouldn't I feel happy?
Then why, somehow, do I feel so depressed?
Is it because of the relationships around me that're developing so fast? Or what?
Ever felt when you should be happy yet for unknown reasons you feel sad?
But I know when I'm happy, He is happier.
When I'm sad, He is grieving.
I don't want Him to grieve over me, I want Him to be happy,
so I shall be happy. =)
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Sweet sweet mango!!!
This mango simply just smells so sweet!
Do you know I love mangos?
Well, now you do! =)
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The new year made me think of alot of things.
Things that have happened recently.
They were stressful, yes, but I thank God it happened. Had it not happened, I wouldn't have learnt so much. Learnt so much about my friends. I thank God for placing me in E412, that I get to meet so many friends whom I know will always be there for me.
That thing had me thinking. I don't know what to do, but I know I can leave it to Him to decide for me. I know His decision will be the best decision, because He wants my best.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
New year, new beginnings, new life, new expectations.
Just came home after count down at YiWei's house.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, YIWEI!
It was his birthday like over 2 hours ago. =)
Last day of the year, how cool is that?
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WANTS
♥ TGG/TSG
♥better results in school!
♥CGSNPCC maintain GOLD
♥2X2 Rubik's ICEoriginal
♥4X4 Rubik's Original
♥5X5 Rubik's Original
♥Novels (check 030808/040808's posts)
♥TinTin comics (check 030808's posts)
♥NICI Lion Keychain! =)
♥A scrapbook filled with pictures of lions, birds and cute dogs!
LOVES
♥ SUNshines '05-08!
♥ Aurora the PolarBear
♥ An animal=LION
♥ CHC/e412
♥ CGSNPCC
♥ TinTin comics
♥ Novels