Friday, October 26
I have decided
to follow Jesus
no turning back
no turning back
Though none will come
still i will follow
no turning back
no turning back
Yeah, I have also decided to disable my links, all except for my squad blog link. yeah. saves me the trouble of changing links when people keep changing their blog address. =)
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Just went Mustafa to buy some things for the BINTAN CIP TRIP.
I'm glad.
The greatest distance in the world is not one of physical distance, but of the distance between two minds and hearts.
Hey, I seriously love SUDOKU!
SEARCH & FIND ain't that bad either, you get to find words which are... interesting.
Some things are better off NOT said nor heard.
You all don't understand what I've been through, and neither will I understand what you've been through until I actually go through it, so don't try to act as if you understand me so well, cos you don't, and it looks pathetic, you trying to get closer. It disgusts me.
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Thursday, October 25
Today wasn't exactly the best day I've had.
Realised certain things.
What a hypocrite I've been
But no matter.
If I've done my best, then I'm glad.
I will change myself.
I will show to you that I have the determination.
I don't know whether to thank you or to give up. Sometimes you really spoil my day, but it just makes me stronger, because I can totally live my own life without you. I don't depend on you at all. I depend solely on Him.
Indifference. Sometimes I just don't understand why favouritism occurs. Everyone is equal. No one is better than the other. So why?
There were some LAME trick words which made me laugh a lot. But apparently I can't remember them. Which means they haven't been that impactful.
This shall NOT affect my studies. Whatever's happening in my life these days, anything negative, it shall not affect my studying for the first O level paper I will take next WED. No, it shall not.
This's one of the more emotional posts so far, I think.
Crescent Girls' School National Police Cadet Corps shall once again take the GOLD unit award.
Your best for me is what I want. Your hope for me is what I shall achieve. Your wishes for me is what I follow. Yes, it is.
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You've been there all along
You've endured my misgivings
Teach me to wait, sweet Jesus
Patiently for the harvest to come
I worship the Heavenly Father
Because He's worth my time
Our fire for You, Lord, never dies
Only grows stronger and greater
We welcome Your presence
We hunger for Your teachings
We embrace Your miracles
For You alone are worthy
Of all praise to glorify Your name
You've helped me through it all
You've given me all my strength
Teach me to love, like You have
Spreading the gospel to all the world
My heart is broken to You only
So heal this heart of mine
We enthrone You oh Father
None but Jesus can take Your place
Forever we follow You
On this narrow way we so do
P.S. All these lyrics/stanzas I've been writing so far ain't actual songs, just some things I've been writing these days. There's been quite a few lately.
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Sunday, October 21
I made the choice to follow You
I'm glad I have decided right
For You are the one in our lives
With whom we spend eternity
I made the choice to be Your child
A child that'll always wait on You
For You are the strength in my life
The reason I can still live on
Oh, I love You, Lord
Forever, I worship You
Oh, I need You, Lord
Always, I hunger for You
I live now to glorify You
To show Your mercy to the world
For You are the great and mighty
And now I stand here by Your grace
I believe in Your power
To have forgiven all our sins
For You are our Provider and
My first love You will always be.
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我站在世界的中心
回忆起往事的阴影
说不出甜蜜的话语
看着外面下着大雨
我站在世界的中心
望着他离去的背影
心里浮起一阵心酸
自以为心胸是很宽
才知道,并非如此
我是看不下去 想要逃走了 心里的牵挂
才明白,我的妒嫉
不忍看着他们 正甜蜜相爱 心里的愤怒
(都无法说出口)
我站在世界的中心
远看着天上的星星
盼望一切恢复原地
才发现恋爱多美丽
我站在世界的中心
闪得像天上的颗星
渴求你得一眼一笑
确定我要踩上一脚
相信我们不会就这样 结束
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Saturday, October 20
Someone once told me the longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed, but by your mind.
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Friday, October 19
BINTAN CIP TRIP 2007!
ANY SEC3 CRESCENTIANS INTERESTED TO JOIN IN?
IT'LL BE GREAT!
ANYONE INTERESTED CAN CONTACT JESSELYN AT C2 OR IF YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO SHE IS, YOU CAN ASK ME. =)
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Went Queensway with Celestine & Zee.
MZ: Your little brother is all alone at home.
Z: My little brother has scouts.
MZ: then the house is all alone at home then.
o.O
Makes sense?
Haha. If you look at it in another way, I guess it does make sense. =)
After all, the house is a noun. Was hilarious too, seeing as how it was said.
Loved today. Hmmm. It seems that my CA marks pulled up some of my overall marks and brought up my L1R5. Wonderful, but still way short of my expectations. Ah wells.
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You drew me into Your world
Blessed me with what I have
Loved me with all You can
Oh thank You Messiah
You opened up my eyes
Let me see all of Your love
Made miracles happen
Oh thank You Holy Ghost
You healed my broken heart
Made me whole again
I stand here by Your grace
Thank You Holy Spirit
Now let me glorify Your name
Let me touch others' hearts
Let me spread the gospel
Let me show You to the world
Now let me go to all the nations
Let me meet others' needs
Let me be Your servant
Let me testify Your presence
Guess when I did this?
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Monday, October 15
Haha. This was HILARIOUS!
*talking about pure subjects*
B: You all got pure ones, right?
M: Pure? No, we- yeah, yeah, we have. But we also have un pure one.
*rest laughs*
J: Impure la, what unpure?
M: No, no, I mean, combined sciences.
ME: *laughs, sniggers. Can't stop laughing*
Seriously, recently these kind of trick words have been making me laugh like don't know what. Ah wells, laughter's the best medicine! =) ROCKS!
Oh, by the way, this happened on SATURDAY!
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Want to change my blogskin, but zee's skin ain't working on IE. Have to go edit the code somewhere.
And I don't like using Firefox, although there's the word fire there and I absoutely LOVE fire, but well, that's not the point.
AHHH! That mean lionel! Don't want help me.
Ah wells. Shall play around with my new phone, then.
Loving what you never knew was beside you-
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YAY! I've finally got my new phone and number! =)
Want to know my new number? Ask me! =)
No way I'm posting it online. :P
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Friday, October 12
Is today Friday the Thirteen? No, it's Friday the twelveth.
Then where did all these BAD LUCK come from?
Will you just freaking get out of my life? Do you know how much trouble you have put on me? How much sadness? How much pain?
I had hope. I prayed. I wished. Yet it did not happen. Why? Is it my just deserts? Or is it the devil? Or is it what I must go through? She doesn't get pestered, yet I do. I did so many things and yet have nothing to show for it. Because of you, my heart died. Completely. I will never ever be the same to you again. Because you are not worth it. Show me you are and I'll gladly change my attitude.
My very first! I'd worked all those years just to keep it free and yet you, just because you weren't in a good mood, you decided to abuse your authority and do what you normally do not. Does that give you the right to exercise your authority in any way? If SHE didn't do that, what makes you think you can?
Love is blind, but friendship closes both eyes.
Work with those beside you first before you decide to change others. i do not know how to put this, but you know who you are. It's not as if you'd read this message here.
Only a few people in this world have made me cry, and I do not cry when I'm touched, only when I'm utterly upset. But today I cried.
Heavenly Father, You were the first and only one to make me cry unknowingly, for You are the almighty God.
Mortals, yet all of you joined up together will not be enough to make me cry buckets. For I know that you all can never measure up to Him.
Father, I trust in You only.
From now onwards, who can I trust? Only a selected few.
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Thursday, October 11
I want those DISCS!
Someone buy them for me!
I'm not telling the world what I want.
Ask me if you want to purchase that wonderful gift for me!
But usually, I think I already told alot of people.
Have I?
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I see the King of Glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
I see His grace and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
Hosanna, Hosanna,
Hosanna in the Highest
I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
Chorus
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I ask for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity.
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Shall I finally come up with a post about NP?
Ah wells. Sec1s, I know you all could have done so much better, so try your VERY best the next time. As your NCOs, we'll always be there for you. *Dedicated to my Sec1 squad '07, if you manage to read this.
Promotions long over, its the upcoming Sec1 Oritentation for next year and the Campcraft Competition. Hope we'd manage to break through and score the points we need to secure another GOLD unit.
It's been a tough period, but I'm sure everyone's getting back up on their feet nonetheless.
Oh, did I tell you?
I ABSOUTELY LOVE CGS NPCC SECONDARY3 '07 SQUAD!
AKA THE SUNshines '07!
ta-ta. Shall go off to scout for games to play. =)
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Yes, Ameerah, I love you! =)
And I love my WONDEROUS MOON!
The past week's been rather hasty, what with exams and stuff. Oh, I just found out that SHE has a blog.
Woke up late today. TRAGIC!
Why tomorrow got so many people want to pon school? So lonely.
I'm bored.
I want E412 outing!
I want squad outing!
Haha. I'm demanding. I want many things. =)
SQUAD OUTING ON MONDAY!
GLADNESS! HAPPINESS!
These few days, I think I've been feeling much happier. Maybe because I've let down and forgotten ALL of my grudges with others, that I suddenly feel so much lighter whenever I see those people.
For every person who gets, there has to be a person who gives.
I don't know why, but this line just came into my mind. But it's true, and I want to be the person who gives to others, not the person who just gets, but gives.
Meeting others' needs.
Strengthening my faith.
Putting You as my priority.
Oh, I wrote like a 'song' THAT day. Was so overwhelmed and touched that I cried. And the teacher tried to see what I had written, and I was busy covering the paper. But I just love You so much.
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I felt it. I felt it.
Oh Lord, You were so strong.
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Sunday, October 7
I have no idea why, but these feelings keep overwhelming me.
Is it normal? Why do I keep feeling these emotions?
I can't help it. Oh someone, save me. I can't take it anymore.
I don't want this anymore. It's miserable.
Living this life that I'd never thought I'd ever live.
Thrown into this world of emotions.
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WANTS
♥ TGG/TSG
♥better results in school!
♥CGSNPCC maintain GOLD
♥2X2 Rubik's ICEoriginal
♥4X4 Rubik's Original
♥5X5 Rubik's Original
♥Novels (check 030808/040808's posts)
♥TinTin comics (check 030808's posts)
♥NICI Lion Keychain! =)
♥A scrapbook filled with pictures of lions, birds and cute dogs!
LOVES
♥ SUNshines '05-08!
♥ Aurora the PolarBear
♥ An animal=LION
♥ CHC/e412
♥ CGSNPCC
♥ TinTin comics
♥ Novels