Sunday, April 29
Did I say what you think I said?
No, I never did.
Do not put words into my mouth.
To think of what I thought of you.
Now that I recall,
you don't deserve it.
No, you don't.
No, you don't deserve me putting this up in my blog.
so i shall blog about other things.
I feel like changing my blogskin, but then its exam time and its quite troublesome, not to mention that I just changed it just a while ago.
tell me, tell me
why should i
tell me, tell me
who am i
those things that i once said,
it doesnt matter anymore
the end of the end is here.
the start of a new beginning is arriving.
i await it with intense anticipation,
and welcome it with open arms
no matter how others feel
it is you im waiting for.
you know what i want
you know what i am
whatever becomes of me
falls upon you.
whatever you want me to be
i shall be.
but the intensity may depend
on your final decision.
i worked for it
i slogged for it
you know it
should you think otherwise
then tell me
what the other has done
let your biasedness flow away
like the waters in the rivers.
let you see us in a new light
of where recognition is everything
and so is personality
character and determination.
we each await our new destiny
the day where everything will change
is soon arriving
too fast, some say
but i say, the faster
the better.
we each have different ambitions
we each have different ideas
we each have different qualities
yet you must choose one and forgo the other
for there is not such thing as
working together on the same height.
choose one or the other
how will you do it?
ill see what you look at
on that very last day
where i fervently await
the arrival of the person you will send to me
please, do not let your
feelings override your decision
make the right choice
or it shall all fall under your hands
in the name of us
we shall receive the blame
of which the fault is yours
you will not live it well then
i promise you
MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE.
thisLION roared at
I can't wait for Tuesday!
Labor Day!
IF I IMAGINE AND BELIEVE, I CAN ACHIEVE.
I want another pen.
I want to buy a new book.
SMILE! LET'S SMILE!
GOODNESS, I'M HYPER TODAY!
I want to thank You,
for everything that I have now.
For making me see the fact that
not everyone is perfect.
I thank You,
For giving me the strength
to face them
and to forgive them with all my heart.
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One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me
____________
I need Your Love
Like the deserts needs the rain
I need Your touch
Like the fire needs the flame
One moment without You near
Is a heartache I cannot bear
A lifetime without You, oh Lord
Is Heaven I long to know
______________
Breathe into my soul
Spirit of God
Fill my life with Your presence
Hide under Your shadow
Dwell in Your secret place
It's You I long for
(It's You I long to know)
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I feel like sleeping.
And everyday
I grow to love You more
I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hands
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You
Face to face
I worship You
In spirit and in truth
I'm addicted to this song. Seriously.
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Saturday, April 28
TODAY WAS HILARIOUS TOO!
Drama!!
Waited for quite a while since the rest would be a bit late.
Went to TBP to get my exercise book.
Act cool? But we smiled!
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Friday, April 27
GET WELL SOON, VAL!
THANKS FOR STAYING STRONG FOR US!
E412 <33s YOU!
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I LOVE THE CELL GROUP MEETINGS!
E412 is LOVE!
i had a great time today. they were hilarious!
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Thursday, April 26
I wish and I wish and I wish.
For history not to repeat itself.
For my fear not to realise itself.
For my potential to release itself.
I wish.
Love your enemies,
Protect your neighbours,
You said.
That which You said,
That which I do.
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Don't feel well today.
Sometimes I wonder,
why these things happen.
Why did they happen to ALL of us?
Life, huh?
But so what?
Whatever we learn can't be taken
with us to the grave, can it?
Got damn lot of things tmr.
Missing lessons.
Oh, what the hell.
This is life so far,
all we can do is to accept it.
Hatred runs through my heart.
Yet I hesitate.
Give me the strength to forgive them,
and to pray that they be rid of their mindset,
Oh Lord.
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HEY ALL!
GOOD LUCK FOR MYE!
WE CAN DO IT! =)
I will always trust in you, Lord.
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Monday, April 23
Guess who MT and I saw at TBP today?
We were like happily walking around, looking for a place to sit when we saw them la.
"I see Kelly and MunTeng." o.O
Yeps. We see you too!
Then we walked out. And MT decided to eat there again, so we went in there, nearly laughing to bits. Then saw Cherlyn and Jesline.
When we left, they were still there.
I can't believe I forgot la. Make me had to go back.
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Sorry to those who wanted me to update/link them.
I can't access my tagboard, thus i do not have the links too update. Sorry.
Stupid tagboard. Recently keep giving me this problem. Is it the connection problem? mhmm.
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THANK YOU VALERIE!
I LOVE IT! =)
And so do MT and Felicia. =)
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Saturday, April 21
PARADE'S OVER~!
I'LL MISS NPDP '07 GOH CONTINGENT 2~!
It rained in the afternoon. Then everyone was in the mess hall. And everyone went, "Noooooo~!" Seriously.
We've been training since Janurary, if it just rained like that, then all our efforts would have gone to waste.
"Victor? Where's Victor? How's Victor?"
Sir, how would I know where's Victor? I didn't see him at all after that.
I LOVE YOU, LATIFAH~!
All of us in the parade, we probably won't see each other anymore. I really treasured our trainings together!
I want all the photos taken today! =))
CRESCENT NPCC GOLD UNIT! ALL THE WAY~!
Thank you, Lord, for letting the rain stop before our parade. THANK YOU.
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Friday, April 20
Tomorrow's parade day! The actual parade!
Plese, Lord, don't let it rain tmr!
So many of us have been training since Janurary, if it rains, all our efforts will go to waste. Please, Lord.
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Thursday, April 19
Whoa. During PE today, a little small bird crashed into someone on the rotunda. Some ppl thought it was a moth! Then ML picked it up and brought it to PE. Then the teacher saw and said, " ok, you all don't come in the hall." SO SAD.
Then S came and asked if we wanted to let him rear the bird.
Then we were all ourside the hall, while the other half did their NAPFA. Then the bird ttried flying away 3 times, the first, it flew up and hit, hit, hit the ceiling, then out in the open, then eooou-bom, fell on the drain. We took it back, then it tried flying off again, this time it flew into the notice board and crashed on to the metal ledge, then on the floor. the third time it just dropped on the floor, unable to move.
Then suddenly, the beak opened on YT's hand, like it wanted ot eat her hand. o.O then it started to bend over and not very little, so we decided to give it water to drink. we tried asking S about it, then he said give it water.
End up it was too weak to drink the water. Fell on the floor another 2 times. Then suddenly, it stopped moving. It was dead.
So we buried it near the BBC. Tried using many things to dig the hole. Poor birdie.
OHh, someone gave it a name, Pencil, for its sharp beak.
In memory of Pencil,
__-19 april 2007
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Sunday, April 15
I look a bit weird in the video la.
That was LAST YEAR!
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Saturday, April 14
PARADE~!!
Friend: Who's that arh?
K: Er, my NCO.
Friend: Your NCO? So childish!
It started out badly, since I didn't get enough sleep. Then she had to do that. Then...
After parade, though, I was rather alright. Loosened up a little. Thanks to "SHOPPING" WITH SUNSHINES!
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Friday, April 13
FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!
CREZAWARDS!
WE ARE EFFICIENT!!! =)
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Saturday, April 7
Today's not the best day I've had.
Why do you say that when you do it yourself?
And because you know I can't contradict you, that's why you did what you did.
Went for parade in a bad mood.
Squadmates' lame jokes cheered me up some, though.
Thanks sqaddies.
There was a curtain of dustcovers hanging on the bus, since we had No.1 u inside. =) Protect the dustcovers!
Came back in a bad mood too. Found out someone did something that she shouldn't have. Found out about the humiliation. Why?
First year. Image. Reputation. Why?
They should know.
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Today started out rather depressing.
It was very precious, you know?
And you just said a word of sorry without even feeling it.
Went to Celestine's house. Baked some pizzas. Well, actually the others did, I was just reading the manga upstairs.
Then Celestine's dad came in and said that they burnt the pizzas. o.O
Interesting. Then the whole room was full of the burnt smell. Too much cheese. Geez.
Then went to EXPO for the drama thing.GOOD FRIDAY!
Squeezed into 6 ppl into the back of the car. Ouch, my foot.
Went around looking for our seats, found them and met some people.
Thanks ML!!! Made some friends there. =)))
ML, too bad you didn't bring a jacket. It sounded wrong!
Decided to go with them every week. =)
Reached home around 10+pm.
Left home at 930am that morning.
Interesting.
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Thursday, April 5
What goes round will come round.
We can't foresee the future.
No use worrying about it.
I can say all these, and yet I can't achieve it.
What's the point now?
Everyone can say motivating words, but who actually follows them?
I don't wish to talk about it.
But I need to spill it all out.
Someone, help me.
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I don't know why but I flet so depressed today.
Just thinking of it made my tear glands swell and tears starte to flow.
My deepest fear? My deepest secret?
Sometimes she just makes me wanna puke.
Why? I still don't get it.
Which part of duty and responsiblility does she not get?
Why does she get what she has when she does not even work hard for it?
Don't talk to me in that tone.
You disgust me too much.
Thanks to all who helped cheer me up today, no thanks to HER.
Now I'd just have to face te fear I've been hiding in the deepest of my heart for so long. If it comes true, I have no idea to wht I might just do.
Why won't you understand what we've done? We did not do lessr than HER, in fact, we did more than her. She doesnt even care. She doesnt even deserve it like that.
I HATE YOU. Won't you just stop it all? You're hurting many people.
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Tuesday, April 3
I HAD A NIGHTMARE LAST NIGHT!
It was so freaky scary!
No, it wasn't full of ghosts and whatsoever.
It was just somehting I was so afraid of.
I guess its true.
What you think of in the day, what you dream of in the night.
I was thinking of it just before If fell asleep.
Why did she get it?
Was that what I was so afraid of?
I thought it was the other way round.
Ah wells.
All will come ot light soon.
Please stop scaring me, Lord.
My heart can't take the joke.
Give me the strength to face my deepest fear, Lord.
Lend me your strength, Oh Lord.
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Monday, April 2
You've done it once, you've done it twice.
Now you've done it a third, a fourth, even a fifth.
Can't you understand that what's our job, we will do it?
Can't you understand the levels of duty we have?
They are not the ones you should be telling, please.
You know about it, so why don't you follow it?
Do you really want to incur our hatred?
And you. Why? Is she the one you intend to make __?
Why? She has not the passion and the love.
I HATE YOU.
I didn't want to post a sad post, but I couldn't help it after learning that.
She has disappointed me. Greatly.
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Sunday, April 1
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
A DAY DEDICATED TO ALL FOOLS!
Did you get tricked?
I'm feeling bored.
I think I shall change my skin.
I'm being very random!
!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WANTS
♥ TGG/TSG
♥better results in school!
♥CGSNPCC maintain GOLD
♥2X2 Rubik's ICEoriginal
♥4X4 Rubik's Original
♥5X5 Rubik's Original
♥Novels (check 030808/040808's posts)
♥TinTin comics (check 030808's posts)
♥NICI Lion Keychain! =)
♥A scrapbook filled with pictures of lions, birds and cute dogs!
LOVES
♥ SUNshines '05-08!
♥ Aurora the PolarBear
♥ An animal=LION
♥ CHC/e412
♥ CGSNPCC
♥ TinTin comics
♥ Novels