Monday, January 8
What do they see in her that I do not possess?
What qualities are present in her that are absent in me?
Does she truly deserve it?
Tell me, Oh Lord, does she deserve it?
Am I seeing things only from my perspective?
Do I not know the inside information?
And show me, Oh Lord, what I must do.
To gain her respect.
Are they being biased in their decision?
Did they make the wrong decision?
Will they do that?
What did she do that I did not?
Or rather, what did I do that she did not?
Oh Heavenly Father, there is only one thing that I want in life.
Only the recognition for the work that I have put in.
I plan things early so that things won't be messed up later.
I spend lots of time there, she doesn't.
And why is it that they will inform her?
Do they trust her and not me?
Have I shown myself to be that irresponsible?
I believe myself to be a rather responsible person.
And many have told me that.
Does she deserve it?
I do not think so.
Her attitude has made a great change.
She still longs for ___.
How can we trust her like that?
If she can't make up her mind and settle down,
Havoc will unleash if she takes the ___.
I want my chance.
I believe I have a chance.
But will they let me ahve the chance?
Or will they choose someone else?
They have disappointed me twice.
Can I trust them to make the right decision?
The year everything will change.
The year I will find out everything.
This is the year.
Oh, Lord, give me the strength and courage to face her
Should I fail in my mission.
Should they not notice my presence.
Should they make another decision.
I WANT MY CHANCE!
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WANTS
♥ TGG/TSG
♥better results in school!
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♥TinTin comics (check 030808's posts)
♥NICI Lion Keychain! =)
♥A scrapbook filled with pictures of lions, birds and cute dogs!
LOVES
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