Wednesday, January 31
AHHHH!
Now I'm positive that I hate you.
You may be a __,
But know where you stand.
You may be ___,
But know who you are.
Who are you to order people around and embarrass them?
You may be a _ _ _ _,
But that doesn't mean others aren't.
We're as much of a human as you are.
Are you that great?
No matter how popular you are,
You are but a human.
The more you do,
The more it disgusts me.
For you have no right to do that.
YOU SIMPLY AREN'T WORTH MY TIME!
YET WHY DID I TALK SO MUCH ABOUT YOU?
COS I KNOW YOU READ THIS.
AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW,
EVERYONE HAS FLAWS,
AND SO DO YOU.
FORGIVE AND FORGET.
HOW MANY CAN ACTUALLY DO THAT?
PLEASE, TRY TO KNOW THAT
THE WORLD DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND YOU
JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE DIFFERENT.
EVERYONE ELSE IS DIFFERENT.
YOU SHOULD NOT EVEN BE HERE.
RUN BACK HOME, WILL YOU?
AND STOP CREATING HAVOC IN OTHERS' HOMES.
YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO DO THAT.
Now, enough about her.
Pictures from UNIT OUTING.
I think I might be uploading them this week, maybe.
Got no time during weekdays to do all these la. =)
THANKS DHANU!!!
for accompanying me today! =)
Daddy <33s>
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Saturday, January 27
UNIT OUTING!!!
Geez. Unit outing was FUNN!
But I fell though. Ah wells.
Ohhh. I fell, then I was like laughing.
Then WS went, Why you fall down still can laugh one?
Just realised I have like 4-5 cuts on EACH hand!
Found out some things about people that I would not want to find out.
The closer you are to someone, the more flaws you'll find about that person.
The only thing you can do is to tolerate and accept it.
SPIT ICE FIGHT!!!
Spitting and shooting ice behind me. o.O
I kena a few pieces. o.O AH wells.
The Sec3s, US, reached at like 1130-1140, then we waited for the ma'ams AND the Sec2s, only to fins that the Sec2s were at the beach already, but not at Macs.
THIEF!!! We waited until it was almost 1! Goodness. Ah wells.
Took lots of pics with ma'ams and just ourselves. =)
That's what the camera is for! =)
You broke me down and shattered all my hopes.
You know how hopeful I was before that?
And you just had to give me false hope. Why?
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Thursday, January 18
Why?
You have no right to say things about them like that!
Do you know the law? This is against the law!
You can be sued!
I know everyone has their own flaws. No one was born perfect. I have my own flaws too, and I do not deny that I am not perfect. Just because you think that way doesn't mean others have to think the same way too. Think in others' shoes, will you? You can't expect me to forgive her just because she's doing it for fun. I was hurt. Who's going to repay my losses?
I was NOT crying because of THAT. It was SERIOUSLY the pain in my finger. Yes, it was THAT painful. But I didn't know why I cried. o.O
I know I've been complaining about THAT for quite a while now, and some of you are getting irritated. To those who listened to what I had to say, I thank you. I thank you for letting me talk about it, and I understand it was rather irritating.
Everyone has flaws, never think you're perfect. The flaws differs in different people, some may have more prominent ones, and others might not show their mistakes that often. Do not focus on the small imperfections of others. It is not right.
Do not bring others down when you are only talking about a single person. You have no right to generalise it in such a way. Don't you realise you're hurting many others. Not like you're that good yourself, are you?
Before asking others to change, you yourself must first change. I believe that only you yourself can motivate others to put in the effort to change. I am trying to change, I only need your chance, and your forgiveness. But when I do, please at least try to change, for me, for yourself.
It might be my fault, but there was no need to speak of it out loud. Do you want me to talk about your mistakes in public? There's something called dignity, you know. Your attitude disgusts me. Please.
Everyone thinks their lives are the worst, but then, who said life was a breeze? Life is full of ups and downs, so everyone will have their own problems. It might not be the same problems, but it will be of the same scale.
Learn to trust others, will you? especially those who deserve it.
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YOU GAVE ME FALSE HOPE.
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Monday, January 15
Why do i not get credit for the work I did?
And yet,
Why do I get the blame for something I did not do?
And why,
Do you have to hurt me so?
I am a human being, I have feelings too.
So why are you doing things to me that you would not like others to do upon yourself?
Won't you care for others?
Don't you know how much I'm hurting from your attacks?
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Saturday, January 13
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZWANI!
FIFITEEN, EHH?
HMM...
FUNKY FIFTEEN? =)
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Who can I trust?
Who will trust me?
What will we get?
Friendship?
We're all in this together, so why can't you all trust me?
Am I not trustworthy?
You say you are suffering, then I would like to understand your suffers.
But you reject my help.
What's a person to do?
We can't carry on like this.
Trust me.
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Friday, January 12
CCA Display was FUN!
UNIT OUTING!!
What shall we do?
Who's been around tearing the NPCC posters?
They're torn!
And all ONLY NPCC posters.
If the other posters were torn too, then not so bad,
But now, ONLY THE NPCC POSTERS WERE TORN!
It's called damaging others' property!
It's against the LAW!
And it's DESPICABLE too!
It had better not be ___.
But then, I don't think they hate us that much.
Neither do I think that they will go to such means.
They say it's a big jump from Pri. Sch to Sec. Sch.
I think it's a BIGGER jump from Sec.2 to Sec.3.
I NEED MY SLEEP!
Ah wells. I feel like sleeping.
And we have to use the tablet for almost the whole day, and we only have 1 battery!
How the hell do they expect a 2 hour battery life battery to last us the whole day?
And we can't charge our tablets in class. Or at least we aren't supposed to.
Then they ask us to use the hcarging station.
When can we charge it? Recess? Only half and hour?
In that amount of time, only one bar will be charged, and it will not last more than 10 minutes.
The stupid battery life dies after usage.
They can't expect us to keep buying new batteries.
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Monday, January 8
What do they see in her that I do not possess?
What qualities are present in her that are absent in me?
Does she truly deserve it?
Tell me, Oh Lord, does she deserve it?
Am I seeing things only from my perspective?
Do I not know the inside information?
And show me, Oh Lord, what I must do.
To gain her respect.
Are they being biased in their decision?
Did they make the wrong decision?
Will they do that?
What did she do that I did not?
Or rather, what did I do that she did not?
Oh Heavenly Father, there is only one thing that I want in life.
Only the recognition for the work that I have put in.
I plan things early so that things won't be messed up later.
I spend lots of time there, she doesn't.
And why is it that they will inform her?
Do they trust her and not me?
Have I shown myself to be that irresponsible?
I believe myself to be a rather responsible person.
And many have told me that.
Does she deserve it?
I do not think so.
Her attitude has made a great change.
She still longs for ___.
How can we trust her like that?
If she can't make up her mind and settle down,
Havoc will unleash if she takes the ___.
I want my chance.
I believe I have a chance.
But will they let me ahve the chance?
Or will they choose someone else?
They have disappointed me twice.
Can I trust them to make the right decision?
The year everything will change.
The year I will find out everything.
This is the year.
Oh, Lord, give me the strength and courage to face her
Should I fail in my mission.
Should they not notice my presence.
Should they make another decision.
I WANT MY CHANCE!
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Saturday, January 6
CAMPFIRE WAS GREAT!!!
Our performance was great, according to others. =)
We did a great job!
Our trainings for 2 whole months paid off! =)
I want to go for THAT!
But if I go for THAT, then I might not be able to go for THAT.
THAT's so much better!
Maybe I should be happy that I can go for THAT.
But... =(((
HOPES!!
Able to go for THAT.
I want my chance. =(
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Tuesday, January 2
ARGH! School's starting tmr.
Should I be happy?
Should I be sad?
Geez. The first 3 days will be damn busy! Or maybe its only for me. o.O
Got the NPCC duty with the Sec1 class, and yet my peer leader class is another class. So do I have to rush from this class to that class, and back to the first class?
Or can I change my peer leader class to the Sec1 class I'm taking for NPCC duty!
Hope whichever Peer leader is in charge of that class lets me take over. She can take the other class instead! =)
HOPES!!!
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Monday, January 1
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I shall stay up all night!! Or morning, that is! =)
The first day of the year!!
A cause to be celebrated!
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WANTS
♥ TGG/TSG
♥better results in school!
♥CGSNPCC maintain GOLD
♥2X2 Rubik's ICEoriginal
♥4X4 Rubik's Original
♥5X5 Rubik's Original
♥Novels (check 030808/040808's posts)
♥TinTin comics (check 030808's posts)
♥NICI Lion Keychain! =)
♥A scrapbook filled with pictures of lions, birds and cute dogs!
LOVES
♥ SUNshines '05-08!
♥ Aurora the PolarBear
♥ An animal=LION
♥ CHC/e412
♥ CGSNPCC
♥ TinTin comics
♥ Novels