Thursday, October 26
Hmm. There's the AT Camp tomorrow. Hope I'll not make a fool of myself and Crescent NPCC. Hope that we'll live up to the name of Crescent NPCC.
They're choosing the new hierarchy soon. Wonder what positition I will get. Wonder if I'm considered good enough for the position I want, which many others also desire.
SOEMTIMES I WONDER...
Do we get what we deserve?
Or, is our life already decided what we'll get when we're born?
dowegetwhatweDESERVE-
Working hard for something, and getting back soemthing else as a reward for your hard work. Giving people what's due to them.
decidedLIFE-
Working hard for soemthing, only to get the same treatment as others who have not been contributing as much as you did.
Is it worth it to work hard for something that's not confirmed? Is it worth it when so many others are fighting for that place too?
Why the hell can they not co-operate? Why must they drag the time and waste it all, only to do it on another day, when on that day everyone was there? Why? Are you thus irresponsible that you cannot make clear what's work and personal? Must you do this? It's not fair to us. And why is it that whenever we do this, we get humiliated, and when you do the same thing, everyone just leaves you? Why is it? Why is it that only you can do such, but others cannot? Are we inferior to you? We aren't. If youa re this kind of person, then don't ever think that you can steal away that position that does not belong to you, as much as I want it too, I'd rather give it to someone else rather than you. I'm sure there are many more who are much more capable than you, much more deserving with qualitites much more superior than yours. You do not deserve that title. I believe that you have to work hard for what you want, whether the thing is destinied to be yours or not. I have not seen your diligence to such. And I doubt that they have too. For I can at least proudly say that I have given my best to all matters concerning it, my very best.
I want that place too, and I shall fight for it, not to the death, but to the very last of my passion. Should someone who does not deserve the place get it, it will spell the end of my passion.
I believe that only the best will get the best, and the worst shall receive the worst, for they have made no effort to prevent their falling down.
I believe that for ALL humans, responsibility is one of the most important qualities. Without responsibility, there is no trust. No one can trust someone without responsibility, someone who cannot finish their assignments by the deadline, no one.
What would you do if you were in our shoes? Would you do the same? Or would you change? When will you realise your mistakes? You are thus eager to notify me of my mistakes, but there is no one who is willing to correct yours. For this, I am glad, because at least I know my mistakes, so I can try to correct them, but for you, you will never know yours until it is too late! Change your attitude and people will start treating you like a friend.
HOLYistheLORD-
NPCCismyLIFE-
thisLION roared at
WANTS
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