Saturday, August 26
do you know how much i hate YOU?
i just found out ur motives
and i say
i dont like them
why is it that
only you can take it?
others cant?
when others do,
you talk about them
why is that so?
do we not have the
same organs,
desires, passions?
why do you discriminate
us so?
are we not humans?
are we worse than you?
no, you cannot be
better than us
in every way.
though i must admit.
in some ways
you may be better
but not in others.
for there are MANY
others
who are better than u
you shalt not have what
you desire
for it is what
many others desire
and if i cannot get it
i shalt not let you have it
for you have not the qualities
a leader has.
i will only let
a leader with the
qualities i see
important for a leader
to have the thing
you desire.
if you read this
you should know
that obvious you are
with your actions
and thatyour attitude is
the one turnoff
from others
as you criticise others
in front or
behind their back.
i ask you,
does a leader do that?
you should know the answer.
a leader
enables others to work
a leader
inpires others the vision
a leader
encourages others to continue
a leader
models the way
a leader
thinks of ways to challenge
a leader
takes the initiative
have you done these.
in these times i have
observed you
and i thus conclude
that you have not
done the above
therefore
do not claim to be
a leader.
one has to start early.
but you started only when
you deemed fit
only when
the time of choosing
is near.
is that what a leader does?
i dare say
not.
if a leader you are
then
what are others?
for i see and notice
many others with qualities
which FAR supass yours
and if they have not
the chance to take on
a leadership post
or a post
that
benefits their qualities
why should you?
tell me
what have you done so far
for us?
i tell you
you have done nothing
compared to others
who have finished
so much more.
and all with ____
in mind.
you may have done some
but what was your
ultimate goal?
i dare say it was
the ____
if you do not treat others
as a friend
then why should
they you?
if you do not help others
in times of need
then you give them
NO reason
to help you in yours.
tell me enemy
or not,
why you are
so intent on
this role?
when obviously there are
many many many
others who aremuch
more qualified than u?
i want to help you
but u left me when
i needed ur help
u gave me no choice
but to look down on you.
you gave me the chance
to see ur true colors
your true face.
an ugly one.
should i help you?
for helping you means
im disadvantaging myself
and giving you
another chance
to laugh at my foolishness
of helping another
before oneself.
is this wise?
oh Lord,
help me
help me decide.
let me make my wisest choice.
for this concerns
everything i have.
should i fail,
i am nothing
butshould i succeed
respect will be mine.
but if i stay neutral
i will still have what
i have.
should i go for the
bigger fish?
'no risk, no gain',
you say.
should i go for it?
help me,
OH LORD!
help me.
what should my final
decision be?
ok, frustration all out. this is NOT a story! it is a real thing. and seriously, i DO hate you.
hmm. learning 'Merchant of Venice' in Literature class. so decided to use some of their english here. Queen's English. my adaptation isnt thta good la. oh wells. going to finish art.
P.S: the message above is to be taken SERIOUSLY! anyone who thinks its a joke please leave. i am not joking.
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