Thursday, March 23
whoa, nice np session today!!! ok, i think im always saying this lo... anyway, i shant bother to blog on some interesting events tt mel and i stumbled upon, u shld just go to her blog and read all abt it!!! its dismalattraction-.blogspot.com if u all dun know...
oh wells, mel got sick today with a high fever... oh wells, she missed np, how sad! :(((
my back is like aching like hell la... the shoulder joints there...
lol, tmr's the school sports day! and GOOD news! our squad's cleaning up after all tt!! arghh!!! oh wells... i carn type properly with my shoulder like tt, aching so much!!!
no sch tmr! and we're off from school early!!! how fun! lol... anyway, we toned up our drills today!!! tiring it may be, but at least we improved, hope the squad doesnt deprove the next time!!! i DO want the WHOLE squad to pass our corp rank!!!
then crescent npcc MAY have a better chance to get a gold unit. lol!!! anyway, i think tt's abt it, cya ppl!!!
NPCC is my life.
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Thursday, March 16
err, hey ppl!!! im not tt pissed anymore, after a good night's sleep. lol. anyway, im blogging from my aunt's house, and shes not in, so im damn BORED.
got nothing to do, no games to play, no books to read, no ANYTHING to do!!! arhh! oh wells, just decieded to blogg, just for the sake of blogging. lol. oh wells, if any one who is too lazy to scroll down and look at my previous posts, i strongly suggest u DO!
i think im getting agitated AGAIN! damn! oh wells, better go before i REALLY get pissed!!!
NPCC is my life!
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Wednesday, March 15
ppl, guess wad?
the "perfect" in my name and blog is NOT an ADJECTIVE, but a VERB!!! get tt into your minds!!! OKKK????
thisLION roared at
arhhh!!! i carn believe it!!! why!!! why!!! why!!! why is EVERYONE biased against me!!! why!!! my parents, my squad, my friends, EVERYONE!!!
just what did i do tt was wrong??? just what did i do tt incurred ur wrath??? why!!! others who did the same thing as me, and they do it more often, so, WHY do you all blame ME!!! i am NOT her!!! just because she's "popular", u all dun dare to scold her, all come and scold me!!! am i tt easy to bully???
just because she's in tt, just because shes closer to ou all, you all let her do evreything she wants!!! when i asked to do it first!!! when i havent done it for weeks, you all keep saying im ALWAYS doing it!!! WHY!!! and when shes done it for WEEKS, noone says anything, and IF they do, they hae some prob with their mind and carn count the days and weeks, cos they STILL say tt i have done it for WEEKS!!!
and, how can anyone complain when someone loves something else? HOW? WHY? not tt it's any of their business!
can ANYONE understand my ANGER!!! how would YOU feel if YOU were the one treated like tt!!!??? HOW???
if you want to curse me, i can tell you, i seriously DUN care anymore!!! when i care and help others, they say im trying to harm them, so, wads the use of helping ppl if they keep saying tt u're harming them??? wads the USE!!!
i know that when this post gets out, i WILL receive many curses and ppl saying tt i accussed them are anything, BUT, i AM NOT POINTING ANY FINGERS HERE!!! SO DUN SAY TT IM TALKING ABT YOU!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
when im teaching them, when im correcting them, when im helping them, they say im NAGGY!!! so wads the use??? they say im a perfectionist! AM I??? AM I??? AM I??? i AM NOT!!! how many times have i tried to tell them tt, and how many times have i FAILED! ok, i admit, i WANT to be a perfectionist. u may think tt im crazy for thinking tt way, but i have my reasons. EVERTHING i do, theres a REASON! i do NOT do things for fun, i do NOT do things anyhow! when i set my mind on somehting, USUALLY, i carn be changed. there are SO MANY other ppl who are so MUCH more a perfectionist than me, and YET, you all find the time and breath to tell me tt im a perfectionist. ok, my blog may be like a perfectionist, BUT, it was all because of you all, you put tt in my mind. ok!!!???
WHY!!!??? tell ME WHY!!!??? i can be DEMANDING at times, at times where my DEMAND is needed!!! at times where EVERYTHING is against me!!!
and guess wad, this IS ME, not some prank joker who hacked into my(kelly's) account and published all these "nonsense", ok??? ME!!! and this post was meant to be published LONG, LONG ago, but i didnt publish it as i wanted to tolerate it. but now, it seems tt my patience has come to an end!
thisLION roared at
Thursday, March 9
hey ppl! we had master parade during npcc session today! and our whole squad got our RANKS!!! yayness! finally, the rank has 1 stripe, ok, tt's lame, but at least tt's better than nothing! :D how fun! oh wells, the sec 1s were like staring at us as we struggled to put on our new ranks lo!!!
oh wells, we had lecture after tt! no drills! how sad... :( no drills means no time to practice commands for promo, which means, lesser chances of passing??? is it true? will our squadmates practice at home? and risk getting scolded by the neighbours? well, i will, i wann to pass my promo lo...
hmm... anyone got any ideas on wad to say??? ohh, yeahh, talk about today's lecture... our ncos took us at first, then candice ma'am left, so left rebecca ma'am... so fun, so interesting... :D the cat was pretty interesting to her lo... i prefer the dog... :D mel changed her specs today, looked so weird... yeahh, im using WEIRD, since they all called me WEIRD when i wore my contacts... lol... its leaf green and black, and it looks damn different on her lo...
oh wells... go do essay le... bb...
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Wednesday, March 8
ahh! im bored... got nothing to do, so i decided to blogg... my ca results were like damn bad lo... die le... have to buck up...
anyway... monday was a half-day to celebrate the excellent 'o' levels results... so got no np, np was postponed to yesterday lo... i had to leave early... oh wells... just hope that wad i practise at home and during np will be enough for me to pass my promo...
i so badly wanna pass!!! arhhh! most of them say i will be able to pass, but i not very sure lehh, i suppose im only at the borderline passing grade lo... hope to do better... hope my squaddies can hear all my commands... and that i dun forget them cos of nervousness... oh wells... my squaddies all force me to blogg one...
now all my entries all so not updated... i wanna concentrate on my studies le... bb, cya...
NPCC is my lifeee...
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